The solution: I'll find a new recipe! No, I'll make something up. No, I'll find a recipe. Ugh.
What went down: I put half a chopped onion in a pan and threw some oil in. When I don't know what else to do, I throw an onion in a pan and wait for inspiration. So then I put in a hearty squeeze of ginger paste (have you discovered this stuff in the produce aisle? it's great). I added a tablespoon of toasted sesame oil to the mix. I chopped 2 celery stalks finely and added them. It started to smell lovely. I decided to boil chicken in another pot.
After the onions were translucent, I added about two teaspoons of flour, stirred, and let it cook a little. Then I deglazed the pan with some chicken broth (about 1 cup- add more if you need it saucier). I remembered I had half a can of chopped tomatoes in the fridge. I tossed them in. Then I added the last half of a red pepper chopped coarsely. By now, it was a good looking thing.
Spices. Hmmm. I was thinking the whole time about a sauce I made in February when I attempted malai koftas (Indian veggie meat balls with a yummy sauce) so I sort of went in that direction. I added 2 teaspoons coriander, 1 teaspoon cinnamon, 2 teaspoons turmeric, 1 teaspoon cumin.
Oh. You might be assuming I measured this stuff for real. Nope. I don't measure for stuff like this. But I was thinking of you the whole time so I looked at about how much I was adding.
Salt to taste. Hey, wait. I have cilantro! So I coarsely chopped what I had and tossed it in. Side note: Cilantro seems so yummy, tangy and mild to me yet people completely HATE it. Why is cilantro so polarizing?
Then I tasted it. Yum. I added some lemon zest. I shredded the chicken breast that had been boiled and let the whole thing cook together on very low heat.
You could serve this over rice and it would be lovely. I can't really digest rice right now so I had it straight up in a bowl with organic crescent rolls on the side. (Whatevs, don't judge. LOL). I squeezed a lemon wedge on top. Oh my. So delicious.
Here's the recipe in a list like normal people would do:
2 chicken breast, boiled, shredded
8 oz canned chopped tomatoes
1/2 large yellow onion
2 stalks celery
1/2 red pepper
1 T ginger paste
2t flour
1 C chicken broth
olive oil and toasted sesame oil
2 t coriander
1 t cinnamon
2 t turmeric
1 t cumin
chopped fresh cilantro
salt
This makes enough for two hearty servings. I made my lunch for tomorrow (bottom picture - sorry it's weird and upside down).
Healing
I had an awesome session with my counselor yesterday and she said this great thing. I can't paraphrase it right - Lighthouses can go out in the sea looking for ships to save; they stay on the shore shining their light to guide. For me, this is about holding boundaries, not giving my power away, being the light that I am.
She also said this cool thing:
Time for a mental garage
sale: time to let go of a belief that is not
supportive of the life I want to be living and replace it
with one that is.
Also - biggie for me - I really am working on receiving. Receiving love and care from others. Receiving gifts from the universe. Letting it happen. Less controlling. Yeah. Hell yeah.
This is my favorite line: "By now, it was a good looking thing." I like reading this not only because I know you and care about you, but also because you're very good at explaining how an intuitive cook's brain works. Thank you for this. We have crescent rolls from a can. I bought two cans. One self-opened! I have been saving it to return to customer relations. It is hideous.
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